actually..
i've MOVED.
for a better start?
=)

dear is back for good.
safe and sound.
im really glad that he is back.
but still i have no mood to work.
cux i haven seen him in person yet..
just want to know if he is doing fine..
just to know that if everything is alright.
yesterday was a bad day.
many things happened.
i was not myself at all..
maybe when im with hwa,i was.
but when im alone,i wasn't.
spent my night with my sis and cousin..
i felt so much better.
cux i know that at least they are there with me.
to care for me and cheer me up.
i felt the comfort.
im not alone.they were there to accompany me and
hear me out.

HE had answered whatever i've asked.
thank you.

please come home safely my dear.
you know what? i miss you alot alot!!
everything is gonna be fine..
i really need to see you real soon..
to find out how you've been..
to give you one big hug..
so to let you know,i'm always gonna be there for
you no matter what.
i love you.

i'm so tired after a long day.
gonna get some rest soon..
i'm so missing him..
anyway,thanks hwahwa for accompanying me today.
it was a good catch up after a long time and also
i'm feeling much better after i get to see her.=)
love you girl!

okay,this is the link of our creation!
first creation is already uploaded so please to check it out!=)

http://www.somespecialthings.blogspot.com

i miss my dear!

today is a sunday.
and im HOME!
is it surprising or what?
maybe it is but whatever..
im just too bored being home on a sunday.
and i never like sunday!
supposedly to be a family day but to me,
it's almost an "alone" day.
so quiet at home.(if my sis weren't around)
but lucky me,my sis is home today!=)
with her around,things are not the same anymore..
especially for a bored and quiet day,like sunday.
although we are sisters but we are also best friends!
but i never understand why other sisters can't be close?
whatever the case is,my sister is the closest to me in the family.
almost everything about me she knows.
i just love her!=))
in a few hours time,we are going ikea to do some shopping for our room.=)
bye everyone!gonna get myself prepared to go out.

hello there!
well due to my previous posts,
yes i was indeed feeling very down..
but now I'm fine now.=)
like i had always said,just hoping things will get better
each day.=)
anyway,for those who haven't seen my beautiful hairdo,
here they are...(yes, I'm being very thick-skinned here.)





i'm very very proud of myself!=))
it took me at least 1 to 2 months for me to get this haircut..
i wasn't very mentally prepared to have my hair cut till this short!lol!
but still, I LOVE MY HAIR!!
this is why im proud of myself.=)

and yes.i have one more thing to announce..
and that is, i'm gonna quit school.
darling had also made the same decision as me.
many will tell me to think about it again or get
really really shocked by my decision made..
well,i failed my assessment and i had already expected it.
but leaving school wasn't just because i failed and decided
to give up studies.it's also because of all the money problems..
i'm not giving up fashion.fashion has always been my passion.
i still think i won't regret for making this decision..
actually,i'm quite happy for making this choice for myself.
and i feel the heavy burden in me, suddenly just disappear into thin air!=)
i feel so much relieve right now, don't have to worry about whether i have
the money to get my materials and stuffs anymore!

another thing that i'm really glad is darling's mum is willing to help
us through.ever since his mum and i started to talk to each other,
the 3 of us sat down and made some plans for our future.=)
as for the plans,i wont't go much into details yet..
but right now,all i know is darling and i are really working very hard to begin a brand new chapter of our lives and to our goals.=D
and also to proof to others that we can do things out of the ordinary.
i'm getting really excited!
all i wish for is that we can reach our desired dreams and not letting
anyone down.

WISH US LUCK PEOPLE!

i 've lost the confidence i used to have.
i so want things to get better but it doesn't seems to..
now i don't even know where goes wrong and what went wrong.
but then again,
i know i still love.
the love that i know i don't wanna give up but
some things just wanna makes me give up this love.
maybe a break might help.
i need time to think through again..